September 2011
Been on the road nearly an hour. I’m glad it’s silent in the car. I feel like enjoying the scenery and reading.
I’m so excited right now. I’m ready to go home. Very, very ready. Back to my internet and movies and familiar surroundings.
Alrighty then. ~13hrs max and I’ll be on the way home. Thank God. It’s comfy, yes. Like a nice inn with owners who get in yo’ bidness.
I was proud of myself for my restraint this week. Cut my sugar a lot. I feel like going home & eating a ton of ice cream out of spite.
Really? Classic spiel about my fat being a defense mechanism? I’ve been poor my whole life and healthy food is expensive. Duh.
I thought you would let me be myself. Accept me. If you can’t handle all of me, don’t ask for me to open up to you.
You don’t know what I do at home. You don’t understand my limitations. And you’ve never been fat. So stop trying to analyze me.
Maybe if you’d join me in doing something instead of sitting in front of the tv all day, I might respect your opinion, Grandma. u_u
If someone yelled at me saying I wasn’t good enough, I wouldn’t keep coming back for more abuse. Even for money. Fuck you very much.
Bullshit. Some tv doctor tells you some number that is your ‘inner age’ and pressures you into too much change at once…
Yeah, real subtle, Grandma. Spare me the guilt trips and psychology. I’m fat, mutant and proud. u_u
Remembering my childhood. Sitting on the carpeted floor of my grandparents’ living room. I have an urge to do that here. Not the same…
It’s sterile here. Cold. The air has no smell. It’s like living in a bubble. Not uninviting precisely, but ultimately unsatisfying…
I’ve always felt a little defensive around them. Maybe they respect me more now because I’m making better choices. Or it’s just my age.
This trip was good for me because I got to bond with my g’parents on a different level. I think they see me as an adult. Finally.
I want a Wii! I just had a bunch of fun doing Wii bowling with the grandparents. :D
Pea soup for lunch x3 It was so GREEN. But my tongue is burnt.
We have 5 deer in the backyard! :D So cute!
Getting very sleepy. If I could I’d take a little nap. Not much room in this car.
Driving past Fowlerville. Just a bunch of land covered in wildflowers. I just saw horses grazing.
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Looks like we’re coming back Thursday :) I love you!
@RinielOnMars POWER IS BACK!
@RinielOnMars The power company finally came out and they’re looking at everything. Still dunno when it’ll be fixed. u_u
@RinielOnMars I hope u can wait for me tonight but I understand if u can’t. I love you.
Meh. They haven’t even come to fix the power yet. TwT’ I wish they’d hurry. I need to fucking charge my phone.
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Cross the line if you cry a lot
Like a bitch. For no reason sometimes. Or because I care too much and get my feelings hurt, or feel helpless, or angry, or just watched a sad movie.
I'm killing time on disabled Tumblr while...
and hey, I belong here. *points to crippled leg* but come on. I can’t even see most pics right now. This suuuuucks.
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Everybody loves Pyramid Head and nothing hurts
You said it, sister ^___^
and not even all gifs show
Just the ones the computer feels like displaying. So I have on my dash broken photo, broken photo, broken photo, pretty gif, broken photo, ad nauseam.
Meh. Stupid pc.
Why can I view only gifs on this computer? and only non-gifs on my phone? It’s ridiculous. -__-
